And our very cynical way we had when going downstairs and leaving it all behind.
Walking beside each other, no longer together,
'til the moment came... when we irretrievable split our path.
And then I felt the hollow inside of me.
Lack of willingness to even breath... or eat.
After crying out tears and blood.
So then my pride knocked my door.
It took my hands and forced me to write the shitty goodbye that fulfilled our destruction.
Shitty words out of spite, covered in pain and ice.
My pride forced me to do what I did... to overthrown the last lands of our story and fire them with anger.
So then my pride forced me to put you out of my life... completely. Cause I couldn't imagine my life looking at you day by day... nearby but never close to me any more. I wasn't there next day 'cause I couldn't stand it... what was left and waiting for me.
Cowardly, I wasn't there...
It took me four years to finally realize that nevermore is an excuse for not letting our destinies cross whenever they do so. Took me these years to conclude it was my bad decision and Lord... How I regret it, my dear, not to understand none of us was in the right place or time to get together. But now I know that no matter the distance, the resentment or our different realities, you will still be my soulmate.
So I embrace the memory of you, my dear, beloved friend, looking forward to meeting you once again... ready to take back that night we left unfinished.
I embrace the chance to face you as a better girl, your always soulmate.
